I do. I guess I'm a rut right now or something. I just can't seem to get excited about anything these days.
Things I should be doing more of:
- Making more money
- Growing, professionally
- Meeting people
- Keeping in better touch with my friends
- Riding my bike
The one thing not on my list, which is surprising, is working out more. I've been doing a pretty good job of going to the gym at least 3-4 times a week.
I think I know the reason why I feel so blah, but I don't want to get into it here. In a nutshell, basically what had happened was a close family member got sick, but is way recovered. But the aftereffects of that experience still haunt me. I guess you could say the experience totally rocked my world, and not in a good way. I'm still trying to get my bearings. I'm getting there, I know I am, I feel it - it's just taking a little longer while than I expected.